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Wonderful title, isn't it? Though I'm not sure I have one that could do yesterday justice. It's strange how the day ended so completely different from what I was expecting. Actually, I wasn't holding any expectations on it, since I'd forgotten about my birthday entirely. It's just...weird to celebrate it, knowing what I do about myself. //firewall, except to people who already know//And that if you get technical, it's really only my eighth. Yeah, I've been incarnate and all human-like for eight years. Of course, it still doesn't seem that way to me so it makes my head spin.//end firewall//
It took Connor of all people to remind me of it, which shocked me all to hell since I didn't know he'd even bothered to find out. Not that I'm complaining...hardly, since he was such a sweetheart. Of course I loved both those presents, though honestly the best part was just spending the day with him. I appreciated that anyway, though even more so since I know that couldn't have been easy for him on foot. Oh sure, he'll brush it off but I know better. And yes, I also know those comments likely cost him severe amounts of badass points, but it probably won't be the only time. Live with it.
So if I seem unusually hyper for a while, that's part of why. That snogging on the bench in Vegas being responsible for the rest. We probably drove away everyone else from that area, but do I care? No. Busy with the sweetest guy in the universe. Not to mention dead sexy. So go away. That, and due to things that didn't get said due to lack of oxygen but no time like the present to fix that. I'm laying claim, deal with it. Like I didn't make that obvious the night before, but....well, yeah. Just did again.
...no, this so isn't how I was expecting things to be when I first arrived here. I figured I'd have housing in Las Vegas, make day trips here to do thesis-stuff and be a T.A. I knew Connor was here but other than knowing -of- him that was pretty much it. It's weird to think about how much expectation and reality didn't measure up to each other. But a good weird. I wouldn't have it any other way.
Now excuse me, I need to find out where that human pillow went.
//firewalled from everyone// I love my sister more than anything, but I hope to the PTB that her relationship issues don't pass on to me. Maybe that's why I've shied away from all that until now. Well, for the most part. Dates here and there that don't count as real relationships. But I had my studies, no time for a social life and besides....I saw what happened to Buffy at the end of each of hers. No thanks, I'll pass. But...something about Connor makes me want to risk it anyway. Besides, who can pass up an adorable smile like that? //end firewall//
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